ohw! i just got hired from a job! which is cool - this is my official first job! :) working away from my hometown, its exciting at the same time you have to very assertive and careful becoz you dont want to end up being in the spotlight on your very first job..
my 1st day was not that bad, was able to handle the customers requests and needs and able to easily maneuver the computer program and such. the only thing i have to focus on is my MATH abilities and my keen eyes on the money the customers are paying to me - which is a big amount and a huge responsibility!
i just hope i can handle the pressure at the same time be able to have fun and create a great relationship with my co-workers!
aja! i can do this!
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i was up all night thinking what i am going to do with my life.
obviously, i was never interested on becoming a nurse - thats just my parents wants me to become. but when i am asked to what i want - the answer remains oblivious even before.
i remembered during my interview when i was about to enter my freshman year in nursing. all students who passed on the entrance exam goes to an interview - 1 interviewee per student. cliche questions were asked like describe yourself… why do you choose nursing.. bla bla bla. i quietly listened to everyone as they prepare their answers on those questions. i dont have to prepare any answers for those for i will speak what is true. why do you choose nursing? because that is what my parents want. do you see yourself become a professional nurse in the future? no. what do you see yourself after you graduate? person with career and secured future. is nursing your first choice? no. it is my parents choice. what are your other choices aside from nursing? that i dont know. describe yourself? oblivious to what i really want to do with my life.
i know thousands of people at my age that time also have the same dilemma like mine. i dont know what happened to them now. my college classmates were also unsure whether they are on the right track. but the nursing college years were fun, adventurous and entertaining. though exams are such a brain drainer: they hospital duties where spontaneously uplifting. learning and realizing many different things from here and there. looking at those patients and made you think how life is important. hearing their families made - on your opinion- bad choices for their ill family member. and the list goes on and on.
there it is - our moment of truth. the final month - graduation. my world just stopped and same like the first time i am entering college… only this time, i am about to exit and enter to the real world.
i failed my first licensure exam - i know that was about to happen. i already warned my parents about it though they insist thats its all in my head and that i should push more. i was not confident taking it on that month. and there are a lot of things in head at that moment - and the pressure is killing me.
my retake made me get my licensed as a professional nurse. i wonder a thousand times on what to do after it. i am never fit to become a nurse. i dont wish to become one.
my life was idle for a year. well its almost 2years now (writing this) i still i havnt decided which path to take. HELP! HELP! HELP!
i never dreamed of going to Paris, but people around me talks much about how great it is, and cant wait to be in the City of Love, bla bla bla…
well, thinking about it, i want to go there for the stores, designer stores, designer houses., they dreamt about going there for Love. i see going there for fashion week :)
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HE is making things worse. instead of doing things sweet and reconciling - he is doing the opposite and making excuses to HER regarding his actions.
SHE is trying to save whatever means their is for them (with HIM) but not love - it decreased from time to time.
I am torn - i wished i could put it all aside, face up whats in front and never look back - but i couldnt, i can not. the understanding of HIM doing bad things to get HER attention - and HER not liking it for it makes her hate him more.
i have a little experience on stuff like this. i am not good in philosophy, analysis and emotions. i am still raw, unpleasantly immature and insensitive and a big fat coward.
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Nick Roux
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he is officially my guy!
loved watching him in JaneByDesign .. :)
yeh. i wished i had a boy bestie. whod be there for me tru thick and thin - well i got a bestie, boy in appearance, but girl at heart - best thing eveaar!!
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